Monday, May 24, 2010 10:41 PM
For the past 18yrs, there was only one guy whom I pray constantly that God will not take him away. But on 26 July 2009, God took him away, and this person is my one and only daddy.
I thought to myself, maybe it is fated that I have to be single till I got over the scene when daddy left me. But you came into my life. At first, I controlled by feelings for you, cause I was afraid to get hurt. I know I would not be able to take it if anyone was to hurt me deeply now. But slowly and unknowingly, you enter into my life.
I started to realize there is no one day I didn't text you since we know each other. Many of my friends gave their opinion for me,before we got together, to take things one step at a time.
The first time you ask me out to accompany you to your friend's chalet, I went even though we just know each other for two weeks. I know I would be alone, knowing no one at the chalet, I decided to go cause I know having you around was enough.
Now there is another guy in my life whom I prayed constantly that God would not take him away, and this person is You.
You make me feel loved, but I didn't I make you feel the same way too. I'm sorry boyfriend.
please don't take all this happiness away from me...
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